Life goes on

Another grueling day... although it did have a few nice minutes... a man I had never seen before complimented me on my hair (its long, dark strawberry blonde)... one of our delivery guys, the one I absolutely adore, told me I was very sexy...he's such a sweetheart, too bad he's married (to a psycho).
I got out of bed at 10 pm Sunday night, and have had 6 hours sleep since then... it's now 5:12 pm Wednesday... I am going to bed soon, and not getting up until I have to in the morning! (I have to be back at the store by 6 am)

During the first few years R and I were seperated, I dated a married man... (I know, I know, don't tell me...) which actually worked out well for me... I was crazy about him, but there were no strings... anyway, he is working in the oilfield in Amarillo for a few weeks, and even though I haven't talked to him in a couple of years, he called to say he missed me... and ask if he could stop by when he gets back... I really knew I should say no, but I didn't... I said we'll see, LOL...

That guy who has been coming into the store and flirting (DC) came in twice today... he has got to be the hottest guy I have seen in years:gorgeous blue eyes, dark hair short, with a bit of natural curl, goatee, great smile...he's a big beefy guy, although he's only about 5'9", his chest and shoulders are big enough I probably couldn't even get my arms around them...LOL ... he makes me weak in the knees just walking in the door...LOL... he is the one I am hoping asks me out...I asked my brother in law, the undersheriff if they had had any dealings with him at work and he said no... yeah! The last guy that asked me out had a rap sheet a mile long...

Haven't heard from Hawk, no surprise there... The whole Hawk thing is going to be just fine, as long as he doesn't call me... hearing his voice will make me have to deal with it... until then, I am just not thinking about it...life goes on...

Well, thats about it for my day, I guess... I'm going to bed now... nite all...